2月29日快乐 :D

虽然还有几天才是29日 XD

话说，四年了，时间就这样过了。四年前的我，才刚刚进入中学，还在为UPSR全甲的成绩拿尽好处，转眼间，就要面对SPM了。

打算和min & mun mun一起庆祝，并约定下一个四年也要一起庆祝 :D

嗯~~我不应该再那么小气了，3月1号，就庆祝一个曾经被我骂到狗血淋头的人的生日吧 :)

或许，是我要求太高了，唉~

刚刚完成了公民folio。怎么我们学校还要上公民啊？ =3=

刚刚也找到了啦啦队的captain，超高兴的 :D 加油啊，红队 :D

最近都在胡言乱语，体谅下我吧 :)

原因是，压力大 (?)

部落格是个很好的舒解压力管道。

是时候去洗澡了:D 我爱玩水~~~

anyeong :D

恋爱-ING

err..不是我啦。只是最近身边的朋友个个坠入爱河，在我的面前尽显恩爱 == 学校是这样就算了，连补习也这样。我知道你们恩爱，甜到暴~可使麻烦顾虑下别人的眼睛吗？唉，不过也算了，想到min和allan，就觉得，桃花开了也不是件坏事。不要影响到别人就好啦:D

等下有钢琴班，和柔柔一起上咧~超期待的:D

先这样吧，各位，加油 :D

放松-ING

考完了，差不多吧，剩下的只有华语，数学和公民 =3=

终于啊！因为考试，被逼温习了所有中四所学到的东西，真的全忘光了，得好好的brush up.

还是没有人要join cheer，怎么办？

哈哈，今天某人用检讨会的方式来给学长惊喜，人家都吓傻了 XD 虽然我没有亲眼目睹，事情的发生，可是听到Min和Mun Mun的描述，真觉得，真的没有什么创意啦！虽然学长们都没有经历过检讨会 XD 不错啦，算成功。

好啦，要好好的加油！

忙里偷闲~~

趁着明天只有考生物，今天来报备下状况。

最近都在考试，比一些学校早靠啊，超麻烦的 @@ 考得还好啦，就这样咯 ==

明天有latihan rumah merah! 超semangat的说 XD

今天怎么来我班了？并肩下楼，又没有道别是怎样？

成长

我们的柔柔长大了 :D

現在完全討厭聽到做groupwork这句話 ( \ _ / ) ##
所謂groupwork 
本來是應該分工合作的
結果
到頭來還是我做完

一開始
選好題目后要分配每個人找的資料
明明是我先提出自己要找的東西
結果你一句 "我要做這個"
我就要讓給你!?

這也算了
整個東西最後要做成powerpoint來present
本來想說
既然讓你做了最簡單的那個
powerpoint由你來做應該不成問題吧
結果又是一句"我家沒有03年的P.P, 學校又開不到新的"
最後還是由我來做



另外
其中一個組員
每次做這些工作的時候
都藉著一句"我家裡沒電腦" "我家不能上網"
就把所有責任推到一乾二淨
叫她去CC找，又說不得空
那我平時爲什麽一直聽到你說去CC！？
一遇到這種時候就不得空了！？
有這麼巧嗎？？？
一句沒時間就不用做了??
去年整個Acc Folio都是我幫你做的!!
你除了自己算那麼一點東西之外還做了什麽???
什麽都沒有！
全部都用我做的
自己改了一點
就用自己的名義交上去
不覺得過分嗎!?

幫你做了還要嫌三嫌四
這麼厲害干嘛不自己做?

今年
就是知道一個要做2份功很累
所以逼不得已將這個"額外"的責任推給另外的組員
雖然不是我的工作
但我還是會替他感到抱歉
畢竟是我要求他幫忙的


現在想想
我干嘛要這麼熱心
自己的事就自己去拜託好了
什麽都要我去說，去做，去拜託



就是因為自己上了中學
覺得不應該在那麼自私、只顧自己，
應該改一改自己的脾氣

我可以很肯定的說
在中學這4年來
我的脾氣已經改變了不少
從以前那個蠻不講理，脾氣暴躁的性格
變成了現在這樣
儘量去遷就別人，謙讓別人
今年更是決心要努力讀書
可是現在是怎樣?

我發覺到
今年好像被逼到變回了以前的自己
不喜歡去遷就人
一點小事就擺臉色
嚴重一點還會暴怒
整個不爽就寫在臉上


心情本來就很容易受影響
雖然在別人看起來
我是很少生氣
可是如果真的生氣了又會有誰知道?
爲了維持好自己的友誼
儘量做到令雙方都滿意
還不是要自己解氣
到最後 還是要去遷就別人


到底有誰懂我?



遲早會變成人格分裂?憂鬱癥？
這些是無法預料的


看到她的部落格，忽然发现到，那个常常跟我打架的柔柔成长了！:D 因为不同班的关系，她逼着自己学习一个人，虽然说她有朋友，可是毕竟都不是我们三个。今年的我，算是体会到她的滋味了吧。她有要发愤图强的决心，我真的很高兴，我们一起努力吧 :) 我超爱你的 <3

不要这样了！

和我一起开怀大笑吧:D 和图画中的猫头鹰一样！:D

!@#$%^&*(^%$#@

加油？！因为加油我得到这种结果，我是活该的吗？我做太多了，请问我做了什么？

忽然发现到，我最依赖的人却不能对他开口说明今天所发生的事，他永远都忽略掉我。

到现在还是有人认为我管太多了。放心，我还是会继续的。

反正都被人家说了，也不介意这次了。

反倒是他，什么时候才会停下脚步？还是我的脚步太快了？

学长啊学长.......

life~

日子一天一天的又过了，每天重复的上课和补习。可是，我们永远都是每天充满想法的一群。

话说，情人节刚过，收到了几包巧克力。这几天的早餐几乎都是巧克力，也没有吃很多啦，就一颗。忽然发现，每当早上空肚子吃上一颗巧克力，到了放学都不会饿，而且还充满活力，挺不错的 :D

今天做了件不该做的事。不想讲。

今天是华学第一次的活动，感觉还不错，会员都给了很好的反应，希望能持久啦 :D

好啦，明天继续加油 :D

O.o

前天说谎了，对一位很了解我的人。对不起，当你问我那个问题的时候，本能地对你说不了。或许潜意识里我还不相信你吧，抱歉了。

学弟妹，我今天没能陪你们回家，你们要自己加油了。

还有一的礼拜就考试了，我自己也要加油 @@

essay of the day.

my essay will definitely become better when i practice more and with the use of idioms, proverbs and so on. but im lazy. so, i ended up with blog an essay everyday. LOL~

Recount a time when you felt dispirited.

  I looked at myself in the mirror, going through the same routine that i forced myself to endure each day before the Big Day came. My mouth curled itself into the appropriate contortions to produce the unfamiliar words, but beauty was not high on my list now. i had to pass the oral test or i would be the laughing stock of all my friend.

  when i first toyed with the idea of learning French as a third language in school, everyone i knew laughed. after all, a third language was ludicrous when i did not succeed in learning my second language, Chinese, well. but i felt that i could not be blamed for my pitiful grades in Chinese. after all, it did not appeal to like French did. French had the magic of romance and class about it, which appealed to the aspiring Euro-phile in me. the more i was derided for trying to bite off more that i could chew, the greater my determination to prove my detractors wrong.

  but i lived long enough through the arduous task of learning French to finally see the error of my ways. i was not cut out for languages. when i tired to roll the French words off my tongue, all the romance that ia had envisaged was gone. in its place was a comical enunciation that made even the stoical French teacher laugh. needless to say, i was demoralised. when i told my friends of my progress, or lack thereof, the roared with laughter as they reminded me of their dire forecasts before i signed up for the class. my pride was naturally hurt. i thought of how little faith they had in me and was determined to plough through it.

 the last day of test arrived and i strode to the exam hall, betraying little of the nervousness i felt. when i sat before the grumpy examiner, my spirits sank, she looked monstrous with the pince-nez on her bulbous nose and was obviously disgruntled about having to test my oral competence on such a hot day. she asked the first question in fluent French and learned back to await my torrent of French. but it never came. i had anticipated the question and practiced saying it a hundred times, but when the time came, i just could not open my mouth!
 
 the situation become worse when the examiner glared at me as i stewed in my own juice. she rattled off several French phrases alluding to my disgrace as a student of the beautiful French language and then sat back, wait for my reaction. nothing i was so nervous by now that i could not have said a thing to save my life. miserably, i sat there waiting for her to dismiss me. that she said after a few more minutes og glowering after which she waved me out of her presence with an imperious gesture.

  i practically crawled out of the room, into the bright sunshine and the laughter of my friends as they saw my woebegone expression.
____________

similar thing happen on me. also during oral test, but not French, is English. the examiner was Pramijit and i end up with getting about 20 marks over 30. wtf ==

i wish i could speck fluent English @@

erm...

'Why can't people accept the fact that no one is perfect?', 'Ya. WHEN you have to end the thing TEPAT TEPAT. the stupid thing is, after pulling it. some girl came to me and kinda scolded me' -someone said-

im not some girl, okay?! wtf @@ i can accept the fact if you try ur best. but you're not!

i always want to be perfect while the others won't ever understand.

it's doesn't matter to me if you will change ur attitude after the scolding. but, it seem doesn't work.

i just want the things to become better. memang is ur fault, why need to do it so?

as a seniors, you certainly can scold ur juniors, but why can't stand in my shoe? is the last few mouth of mine as ur senior and a prefect!! i just need you guys to be more mature and learn how to handle things well, although you knew how.

kinda disappointed lah.

看图说故事 :D

我要吹~~

人比花娇 (?)

接到了 :D

我们当中最成功带出意思的---emo到~

路人甲XD

以上，都区会议当天，在厕所附近的花‘墙’所拍摄的 @@ 

　漂亮吧 X)

家庭聚会+庆功宴+第二次区会议

题目有点长 @@

话说，拜六回老家了，庆祝二伯的生日。五十岁了，要健康。挺温馨的，我很喜欢。纯粹要纪念这天啦。那天也遇到韵仪，本能的聊了很多关于华学的，放心，我会用道理去说服的。

礼拜天，培训营庆功宴。跟同届见面了，很兴奋，也很遗憾跟很多同届还不是很熟。毕竟学记任期过了。当天跟晓惠和欣颖一起去，有个伴。到了那，去拿学记衣，开会，布置场地，还有很奸诈的在商量敏芬和舒怡的生日party XD 身为学记，当然要用检讨会的方式啦，靖雯和燕婷演到不错，成功了 :D 然后就吃东西，拍照，拍到甘愿才回。其实，都不懂有没有机会再见了。

今天，第一次去看26的第二次会议。基本上都还好，问题也跟他们说了，加油吧 :) 最疯狂的，当然是过后拍的照，只是在佩庭那，没能post上 == Ceci学姐说的，我都收到了。

好样的，连续三天完全没有动过功课，想到都怕 @@

明天又是奋力冲刺的一天，我会加油。

relationship

you certainly can have a relationship with whoever you like, but dont ever date during duty time.

I attend my English lesson this morning. i had learn some proverbs and is getting used to it. Being the student of Pn Pramjit, i need to work hard on my oral skill although i speak English from young. Cant believe it, huh? yes. i speak English, er... broken English. In the year of dragon or the SPM year, i must improve my English either oral skill or writing skill or both.   

i will work hard on my weakness, i promise.

a simple one for today. going for add math tuition after this. a form 5 student's holiday is full with tuition. wtf @@

一连串的假期 @@

我没有说假期不好，只是我已经习惯忙碌的生活。当明天不用早上六点起床，我会不习惯。犯贱 ==

很奇怪的当上Rumah Merah的Penolong Ketua Rumah @@ 本身短跑没有其他人快，铅球没有丢得比较远，胜在气够长 (?)

就这样啦。

礼拜天是庆功宴，期待到~~