Wednesday, 27 July 2011

record 27.07.2011

second day withou you. erm... nothing special today. just that still feeling uncomfortable didn't see your face and heard your voice for the whole day, lol -,- Kokyew is going to pay the deposit of Prefect Night, wish that the event can go on smoothly. tmr gonna do my oral, finally -,- Pramajit lah, every time come in then talk a lot! she says our class very noisy, because of her lah! God bless :)
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原来,我不是不能没有你嘛~我没那么弱XD好啦,今天的华学没有你很奇怪><

Tuesday, 26 July 2011

record 26.07.2011

first day without you. hm... nothing special, but feel weird during duty didn't see your face, didn't heard your voice, lol -.- kinda...stupid... someone says, come on lah, just a few days, after that he'll be back, don't miss him that much lol -,- im not missing him, is just that not comfortable without him.... lol  roar~~ perhaps he can have fun at camp :) bring some happiness back :)
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Dear, have fun, don't worry about me or you didn't even worry about me -,- anyway, love you and thank God bring you to me :)

Saturday, 23 July 2011

做错?!

你没有错,是我太敏感了!

算了吧,怨天尤人一定是我们的错了,人气不够也是我们的错,就连​这些不公平的待遇也是因为我们的错,蛮不讲理,是他们的强项。

不想逃避,就该面对!

废话!不想逃避,就只能面对啊!语病!

言归正传。我不懂你是否有意,可是,我已习惯了你的陪伴。有时候真的希望你不要对我太好,你的好超越了界限,拨动了我的心弦。这几天的日记和部落格的内容都是你,上课时的思绪都是你,跟最好的异性朋友一起吃东西都有避忌,就连一整天的心情都跟着你转动!超级无敌十分夸张! 换作是别人,我肯定会说那女的疯了,那些是只会在电影里出现的情节啦!不需要这样对自己吧!可是当这件事发生在我身上的时候,那瞧不起人的静仪也乱了。我只能说,我被感动了。我喜欢这种被呵护的感觉,喜欢看到你为了我的一句话而变得十分认真,喜欢看到你以我为目标,虽然你比我还要聪明。

这几天,脑海里都是与你相处的片段,你说过的话,看到别的女生跟你有说有笑,就莫名奇妙的生气,就连与姐妹聊天的话题都是你,老天!我疯了!我真的疯了。那些只会在电影里出现的情节,竟然发生在我俩的身上。我真的被我自己的所作所为给吓坏了,好想让以前的静仪回来,倘若如此,我就不可能享受到被呵护的感觉了,我很自私,对,很自私。

我永远不可能忘记那天的保护,那天的称赞,一直以来的贴心,忍耐与包容。或许这是你的责任,身为老大,就要照顾小的。可是,你真的让我感到被宠着,就好像有什么事都能跟你讲,凡事都有你在,天塌下来都有你。这,是恋爱的感觉吗?

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 因为你不会看到我的部落格,或许你根本不懂我有部落格,我才能那么勇敢地说出来。

还是那句话,无论你有意与否,你的所作所为,让我很感动。

Sports Day

PREFECTS! YOU GUYS DID WELL ;DDDDD!! SO WELL! :DDDD !! *except for Rachel and Brentha, both of you are moving here and there!* haha!! never mind lah XD so proud of you guys, even do Jikai say that! so~~ BELANJA! hahaha XD! sport day was awesome! believe me... finally can heard Jikai comman 'pandang depan' during hormat, lol. his voice was soft during practice time... someone say he finally be a man today, lol~

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运动会圆满结束了~终于 == 不用留校到三四点练习,绝对值得庆祝!XD 运动会过了,再也没有什么借口不去读书,也是时候当书虫了。如果勤劳一点能拿到更好的成绩,我愿意。高数啊!你什么时候才让我拿A啊?

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下个拜二要去营了,自己一个人,万事小心,学校没你的几天,会变成怎样呢?我没有你的几天,又会变成怎样呢?

Tuesday, 19 July 2011

心情故事

喉咙痛_________惨!

Sports day are around the corner, this year is just after the perlantikan of the committee members, so the new committee members work hard, maybe is because they are new, lol. They stay back almost every day to train the marching team, they did very well during today rehersel, a big clap for them! =) wish that this saturday will have a perfect marching team of Lembaga Pengawas. Just went to Bkt Jalil Golf Club for the venue of the prefect's night. erm... not bad lah, is a pool side party, hope that the seniors will have fun without jumping down in the pool XD

亲爱的,如果你很忙,那就让我分担些吧!毕竟,我也有责任。老实讲,我会觉得你常常忽略掉华文学会的事,在你脑海里,是不是只有学长团的事?宇芯说,我不应该抱怨,要体谅你,可是我做不到。或许,这是我的错。无乱如何,那天,你的行为让我很感动。看在那天的份上,我会一直帮你,不会计较什么,就算你忘了华文学会都好,我会提醒你 =)


Rumah Merah, hwaiting!
The committee members of the prefectorial board of 2011/2012, hwating!! :) 
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那天,我回报馆了,问题根本就没有解决!不过,有件满令我高兴的事,原来雪琪还是看到我的存在,会告诉我团康组的进展,真的很高兴。希望,团康组会更好!加油!
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很感谢老天爷,让你来到我身边,我很感恩,因为有你,我真的感到幸福!

Saturday, 9 July 2011

encouragement by myself.

感觉还是很生疏,经过那件事以后,我没有回报馆了,我没有勇气去面对他们,没有勇气去找出真相,我一直在逃避,没错,我就是这么懦弱。下礼拜有大型会议,不懂那时的我会不会有勇气面对他们。看到同届们跟学哥学姐的感情越来越好,我很妒嫉他们,可是我不肯找学哥学姐聊天,什么事都收起来,高傲的自尊心和开朗爱笑的性格形成强烈的对比,总觉得不可能发生在我身上的事却发生了。我,就是这样。

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不去想,不代表没有发生过,不去解决,我心里永远都会有一条刺。我答应自己,一定要解决这件事,就算全世界都觉得我在怨天尤人,我都会坚持我的想法,我没有做错。

problems?

aiya.. it is normal thing lah, eh, this is life lah! everyone will face the same problem, just that you face that a bit earlier =) suppose to have a talk with all the committee members, exspecially with the head prefect and the two assistances. they might have many to say XD
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Kokyew ar, if you have any problems, try to speak it out to us, since we are your friend what. i know you have spoken to Farn ye, nvm. sometimes we really don't know what's your thinking... so speak it out ar!

Jasmin, i can feel that you doesn't really like me, right? it's because of the post? you ady get the post you want, as an assistance. what do you some more? maybe is my fault, i should en talk to Jikai in Mandarin during the meeting, this one, i promise to do better. hope that both of us can cooperate in  happy atmosphere
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*cough* tired ady, sleep lahh, good night~




至于你的,明天再写吧,反正明天会见到你啊
你也出现了很多次了!
The committee members of the prefectorial board of 2011/2012, hwating!! :) 

Tuesday, 5 July 2011

心情故事

请如许我  小小的骄傲  因为有你这样的依靠

突然,我想起了当时犹如乘搭云霄飞车的加速心跳,心里头的小鹿如狼似虎地乱撞,那种发花痴的傻样,是种青春的迹象。
虽然真的很白痴,那天,那个句子,令我只能终生难忘。



你很爱笑。
因为你,我感到很幸福。
希望感情永恒不变。




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刚刚去看了很多人的部落格,得到了很多很多的启发。学记队,让我很幸福,真的。在此,我想向美尹学姐和德廷学哥敬礼,他们的部落格,令人有很多的启发啊!我会加油!

Saturday, 2 July 2011

Mc Donald Olympic Day Run 2011


跟班上的好友们参加了这个,一大班的,感觉很棒!=) 在一个偶然的机会下,看到23届的学姐的部落格,发现他们也有参加,24届也有。那种感觉又回来了,被冠上怨天尤人的感觉。我不想面对他们。我不去摄界,不去区会议,宁愿呆在家里胡思乱想,都不想去面对他们。真希望好像德廷学哥所讲的,只是个误会,可是都写出来了,怎么可能还是个误会?矛盾。犯贱。我就是这样啊!我真的不想面对他们,不懂那天的状况会怎样?


我曾经是爱学记的。